THE REAL ME

NYI Council

2006-04-27T13:57:00.000-07:00

If you have not heard it already , I was elected Harbor Imperials Zone High School Rep.
I'm really excited to see what kind of new things i will be apart of ...
there is a really good council this year and I hope we can do as much as possible to make the ADNYI as Phenomenal as possible!
lol BIG WORD
well im still Iffy about COrrie not being on it but I think I will live !
well BAck to studying ! yipee for me .

Saydee

Abortion !

2006-04-11T13:47:00.000-07:00

so my friend heather is doing a paper on the whole abortion laws !
and we just looked up some pictures ! I CANT BELIEVE IT !
why would some one do that !
i know they say its their last resort but its not !
im really against it .. once i saw these pictures i was like oh my goodness !

people obviously are not responsible enough to handle a baby !
you do the stuff you pay for it !
im just speechless about the whole issue !

~Saydee

school is getting on my nerves!

2006-04-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

ok so im in my school library once again and im supposed to be here to look for my book for a book report .. but i already have one !
so i decided to go online and blog!!!!!
ive been thinking about the classes ive chosen for my senior year ...and i dont know if i will be able to live up to my own standards of passing them !
and this summer i have to takesummer school for 2 classes !
uhhh... there goes my summer!
i hope i will have time to go and visit corrie and laura in san diego !
but any way .... i will be moving again ..this summer so we have to start looking for another house in june !
so yah thats pretty much all the info i have for u guys so !
see ya!
love ya !

i know its been forever

2006-03-24T14:28:00.001-08:00

im sittting in my school library contemplating if i should finish my history project or not !!!
im so sad that corrie is leaving but i am yet so happy for her !
PLNU get ready youll have a good one!
so ill be in lonely old bellflower all by myself !
but im gonna go babysit for Cathy and Chris ..... so here comes a hanful !

Sick Saydee

2006-02-17T16:29:00.000-08:00

i have the flu ! and i feel like crap !

new hair .

2006-02-07T16:41:00.000-08:00

so i cut of 16 inches and donated it to locks of love !!!
im proud of myself!!
well !!!
school is still lame tho .. but the 2nd smester started today so i have an A in every class !! well im off to take a shower

~ laura i love you and miss you !

sorry !

2006-02-03T22:27:00.000-08:00

its been like forever and a day!!!!!! well i have good news........ i aced 4 out of 5 of my finals!
i got a b+ on my algebra 2 final ... !!!! so im so glad finals are over with!!!
school is so dumb!!!!!!!!..ok im cutting my hair tomorrow around 11:00 and donating 10 inches of it to locks of love because my grandma has cancer !! so !!!! see ya later !

retreat!

2006-01-08T20:08:00.000-08:00

im so excited!!!

2006 .. please go better!

2005-12-29T12:47:00.000-08:00

i really hope everything is great in 06... speaking of .. does any body wanna handg out w/ Saydee for new years eve!! i have absolutley no PLANS! yes i am a loner! well corrie is in egypt AGAIN and laura went ho,e w/ out coming to see me ! so poop to u guys! well im gonna go now ive already been online for like 5 hours.. lol jk well bye!

Christmas Spirit .. WERE are YOU!!

2005-12-23T19:14:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. dont ya love the holidays !!! lol

I am alive...!

2005-12-20T20:53:00.000-08:00

sorry its been forever but i really have no time these days w/ school and practice.. and now i have to pitch even more because i'm the starter this year!! i just wish life was .... easy ?
:/.........is that even a word anymore! Man i just need to get away .. from my family and life .. like a weekend away yah know!... well winter break starts in 2 days so .. if any 1 feels like saving me from insanity you are more than welcome to! well i have a 9 page essay due tomorrow for A.P U.S History.. so ASTA PASTA! and make sure u all leave comments on my myspace kkkkk!

girls retreat

2005-11-29T16:47:00.000-08:00

im so excited.. except that my arm hurts .. because i sprained/twisted it!.. but that wont keep me from the snow(it better snow)!lol any way today was a good day..i wasnt cranky or anything.. i have a bit of a cold .. (because i went to disneyland on subday w/ my family .. and corrie)
but other than my cold and my arm.. i am just spiffy!!!!!!
Man i need a hair cut .. but oh well no $$$$$ ! does any one know how to cut hair . to were it looks ok ! because these days MULLETS ARE NOT PRESENTABLE!!lol well gotta hop in the shower for dicipleship class w/ corrie!

School is hard

2005-11-23T22:24:00.000-08:00

i hate it!

The flu SUCKS!!!

2005-11-16T13:35:00.000-08:00

NOt only do i look like crap...but MAn i feel like crap.. ahhhh..!!
i think im gonna go back to sleep.. i need my rest!i stayed home from scholl today !! i feel like im gonna puk my brains out!! and my troat hurts bad!! ahhhh! this better go away soon!! i have to go to the event friday! and saturday.. im gona spend the day with my little step sister in fontana its her birthday!! well i gotta go sleep soo.. see ya!

CRUNCH!

2005-11-12T22:37:00.000-08:00

Helping Corrie in the office late tonight... saw a huge roach... freaked out... went back to work still freaked out... from the corner of her eye, Corrie saw the roach scrambling across the room to safety... I jumped on a chair... Corrie jumped on the roach... CRUNCH!... the roach is dead with antennae sticking out of the bottom of her shoe... now we can get back to work.

i know

2005-11-10T15:39:00.000-08:00

sorry i havent realy been keeping up on my blogging responsibilitys lol!this past weekend i went to plnu for preview days .. i had a BLAST.. and i reall y hope corrie goes to plnu w/ me because if not i will hate her forever! lol jk cor!!! well there is a foot ball game tonite so i think i will go .. its our last one !! and vals last one cause shes a big bad senior! well hope all is well with everyone and thier MOM!

8 days until preview days! woot woot

2005-10-25T20:50:00.000-07:00

im so excited to see the point loma campus guys!! and sdsu!!(dont worry laura!)hehe
so ... all is well ..homework stinks as usual but ill get over it! softball is great ! there will be scouts at our school from ucla and other good colleges on November 17 th but i wanna go to plnu or sdsu! so maybe ill pretend like i stink so they wont want me ( because u know me i am the best ! )!!! lol hehe
well i justy want all of you to know that i love you all !
p.s: I NEED A JOB lol!!!

PLNU PREVIEW DAYS

2005-10-17T20:34:00.000-07:00

IM SOOOO EXCITED FOR PREVIEW DAYS.. I REALLY WANT TO GO TO PLNU!! School is going good!! i guess home work sux as usual!! but i am havin alot of fun times w/ all my freinds!! this saturday were all going ice skating any one wanna go!!!

I SAVED A LIFE TODAY

2005-10-04T15:41:00.000-07:00

When i was walking 2 practice today i saw this girl suddenly trip and hit the pavement in front of our feild i was like 15 feet away and i still heard her jaw break!!! I immediatley ran to her to see if she was ok!! Come to find out there was already a puddle of blood next to her mouth!!!(which is now all over my softball shorts :/) i had no idea what to do!!! i knew if i left her on her side she would drowned in her own blood!! so i flipped her over on her side! all of a sudden a gush of blood came out of her mouth and blood started to come out of her eye!! i was freaking out!! i yelled for help!! people ran over and i said "help me lift up her head slowly!" I told some one to call 911!! thank God school security was on their way!!!.. i kept calling out her name but she didnt respond!! i seriously thought she was dead!!! her eyes opened all of a sudden and freaked me out ! then they closed!!! every one was gathering around I said " dude guys give her some room! " every one backed up a little !!!! I heard the principles voice..she asked me some questions and the paramedics took over!! the Guy Said that if i hadnt been there to raise her head and flip her over, she could have went into a coma or even drowned in her own blood!!!I never thought i would ever be put in that posistion. i was really proud of my self every one clapped for me !! so embarassing!!! but im glad i was there to help her!!

I'm Okay( I promise ! )

2005-10-01T13:52:00.000-07:00

okay so today is one of those stupid days were I think I want A boyfriend! Truth is...it would be nice... but do u know how hard it is to find a good Christian Teenage Boy...lET ME TELL YOU..its pretty darn Hard. And I dont want a guy who says he's a christian and he goes to church "and is totally lying" ahhhh boys are all dumb!! I just want to find a smart real christian guy who likes me for me and makes me laugh, and who isnt totally fake! You know !!! Maybe this is just a faze ..tomorrow i probably wont even feel this way! THIS IS CRAZY!!! any way.. last nite i went to a Football Game...we played Cerritos..we totally wooped their butts " 61 to 7" oh yah go Bucs! Tonight Valerie and I are going Ice Skating! Woo Hoo!

FATTIE SAYDEE..NOT FOR LONG

2005-09-27T16:34:00.000-07:00

tonights corrie's class and im so excited guys!!!! lol
softball practice sucked today...asusual...but hey so far i've lost 10 pounds in 3 weeks! so it must be doing something rite! ok so my goal is to loose like 50 pounds before season ends! i think i can do it! I HOPE!!
<3

school ....family...life!!!!! :(

2005-09-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

So ya know how I thought that my classes were easy ... well I thought wrong! My A.P History class is way HARD .... My teacher gives way to much work..and I can't Handle it! Softball is totally crazy. We had to run 3 miles today..IN THE RAIN!!!I was DYING!!! and life is just so not cool.. there is way to much drama within my circle of friends!! They respect that I'm trying to live a christian life style and every thing but they dont notice when they curse and do stupid stuff around me....I have to remind them!!! Man I'm Swamped with home work and its only the second week of school! whats up with that ?

That was AWESOME

2005-09-17T12:04:00.000-07:00

6 flags was so much fun!! except my calves hurt so bad after softball practice this whole week nonstop ! We ran the humongo bleachers up and down ,back and forth 7 times each on wednesday , then ran the perimeter of my school 5 times thursday... then yesterday we ran bleachers like 5 times again !!! I CANT FEEL MY LEGS!!!!! but hey i gotta put up with it!!ANY WOO 6 flags was great!! I hung Out w/ corrie the whole time it was awesome. I went on " X " It was crazy but fun !!!! OH by the way she's finally back from Egypt!!!lol Well Pray for me so I can get thru all these HARDCORE pratices!

** THE CUTE BOY..*

2005-09-13T18:28:00.000-07:00

IS MY NEIGHBOR...!!!
How crazy...he came to my house. I was all " how do u know were i live ?"
then he was all..." i live nextdoor"...WIERD huh?... we got to talking and he's a really funny guy! AND U KNOW ME... I LOVE GUYS WHO CRACK M E UP! LOL...any how... school has been easy so far.. i'm really excited for whats to come..EXCEPT SOFTBALL...WE RAN UP AND DOWN OUR BLEACHERS 70X TODAY!!!!and tomorrow we have to run the perimiter of our school 5 times..AND THIS IS WHEN MY COACH IS IN A GOOD MOOD!!!!! Well friday's 6 flags and i'm so excited!! woo hoo!! well ...i guess i better Get Some homework done so i dont fail!!
later days

* PLNU NITE *

2005-09-11T13:06:00.000-07:00

So Point Loma Nazerene Nite at 6 flags is on Friday.. woo hoo!! So I feel A Little guilty ..i didnt go to church this morning!!!1 I was ubber tired!! So not my fault!!! SORRY LORD!! Man i have nothing to do!!!! Corrie's in like Egypt or something!! She needs to Come back and entertain me!!!! And Laura lives in China now!!!!! man i have no friends ......tear lol!!!! Peace it!

School Started...YUK!!!!

2005-09-09T22:02:00.000-07:00

MAN OH MAN GUYS... IM SO GLAD I HAVE EASY CLASSES THIS YEAR!!!!! I dont think i 'll have a problem passing them this year!!!! i have Algebra 2, Choir, Chemistry,Softball,U.S History,and English!!!!!! im so excited man!!!! Well Boys are retarded lol just kidding ...no Boy problems so far !!BUT... there is this really nice guy in my Chem Class!!! His name is Chase!! He's pretty Cute TOO! well...i think this is enough writing for today ..so ASTA PASTA!!!!

"i dont love him" "i love the lord "

2005-08-26T21:30:00.000-07:00

okay ...umm my e EXboyfriend lets call him (Tommy) keeps calling me even tho i told him that if he couldn't accept my new found relationship with God that I dont want him to call any more! i feel bad that i did that but it's the only way ill be able to stay in tune with what God has Planned for my life..! A couple of weeks ago i asked him if he had a problem with my whole wanting to save myself for marriage... and he said he DID... thats when i got ticked off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arrgh

He lied the whole time we were going out ! there is NO WAY i will ever give in to him again ! My relationship with God is GREATER than it's ever been in my whole life...and im not gonna throw that all away for some boy that i dont even plan on spending the rest of my life with!!!!!!!

MY TOP REASON WHY:

I'm only 16!!!! i seriously dont need a boy friend! I still have the rest of high school and COLLEGE to find "my soul mate" or "the man of my dreams"!!!! plus God will choose him not me !! when im with him i dont pay attention to my friends or family or God!!! and we cant have all that happen again!!!!!! SO PLEASE PRAY FOR ME ...SO I WONT GET OFF THE PATH THAT THE LORD HAS PLANNED FOR ME..

The Bonfire!

2005-08-20T17:04:00.000-07:00

OKAY so last nite was the ADNYI event "THE BONFIRE" and it went great ! EXCEPT when we got a ticket (we as in Corrie)lol!!! We managed to fit 9 people in a 5 passenger car! Some say it was all Laura's fault for parking by JACK IN THE BOX!! This is how it all went down..Laura didnt want to pay for parking so...when the event was over we drove her and the rest of the teens in Corrie's LITTLE hyndai car to her car abt a mile away!!! We were almost there when all of a sudden i saw red white and blue lights in the side mirror ......"PLEASE PULL OVER" said the two Officers! 2 minutes later 7 teens are sitting on the curb with police head lights shining in their eyes!!(yes, i was one of those teens)!! any hoo Corrie got a ticket and Laura and 4 of the teens had to walk 5 minutes to her car!!!!but all in all it was a fun night!! THANKS ALOT LAURA!!!

*THE REAL ME*